Short Of Purgatory

from Incarnate Part I: Theosophy by A Matter of Honor

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Ever since I have fallen asleep
I can't seem to wake from this nightmare
insisting I'm gone, it's time to move on,
what's happened to my body?!

Drifting through darkness and feeling this void
The faith that I held is being destroyed
This can't be the end!

How could I let this happen to myself?
Is there no blame for someone else?

You're home is gone and there's no turning back
The memories are now the anchors to your past
Break the chains, feel the weight falling from you.
Now let it go or hold it close and let it strengthen you.

Now faced with unbridled truth, unshackled thought you can understand
Your life is a worthless and painful endeavor, a hopeless but suitable end

Everything you ever thought you could be, is exactly who you see
All the decisions imbued with conditions resulting in infinite stories
But here once again this isn't your end, just short of purgatory.

This is the end! This is the end! All of my actions are dripping in sin!
the past is now rot and the future is not
will somebody save me!
This pain won't subside! theres nowhere to hide! All my emotions and ego collide!
I'm tearing apart!

Is this pain coming from myself
Am I to blame for this infinite hell?--

I. WILL. FIND. MY. WAY. OUT. OF. THIS. DECAY.

All the things that I thought were important
I was mistaken
There is life beyond life beyond life and now
I'm awakened

I will take back my life, I will find what's inside

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from Incarnate Part I: Theosophy, released November 25, 2017

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